God-Given

We are home. And, my title is how I feel about our trip. God-given. We go to Disney every year, and we truly have a blast each time. But, this time for some reason it was different. I wish I had the time, energy, and memory tonight (I am exhausted! :)) to delve deep into my explanation of that tonight, but just know that pictures are coming soon! And, I am truly blessed to share such special moments with my family. And..diabetes definitely made sure we knew it was invited along on the trip, but still... It doesn't stop my heart from swelling when I look back at the photos of my family's faces. I needed this trip! Can you believe noone puked? :) We might tonight, but it's okay if we do. I asked Paul if he could tell...if he could tell how Disney changes me? He exclaimed whole heartedly, "YES! Now if we could just put it in a pill for you take we'd be doing good!" Amazing, my anxiety, nerves, AND my OCD just about completely disappear when I am at Disney. While it seems tempting to just move there, I know if I lived there the magic might minimize or stop altogether. It is the once a year leading up to the trip and the short span of time spent there I think that make it so special. So, there you have it. I am not on any prescription medicine...but Disney is my Lexapro..or my Xanax..look at it however you want. And, I'll take that anyday! With a full glass of coke please! :)